I still remember, but I wish I could forget, not errasing my memories of you but just deleting the sensation in my body that your words always made me feel.
I wish I could say I´m strong enough or proud enough to not let you know how I feel, maybe I just want you to notice that it still hurts.
More than loving you yet, I carish talking to you, hoping for our encounter. I go back to all the things we planned, all the dreams we had and my heart shrinks, my eyes watered.
Maybe I'am being selfish because I know you are already happy without me, maybe just knowing you cared maid me hang on to the hope that love was still there.
As much as I try not to see the pictures, read your letter and go back to that trip, to my memories, to my constant dream of finding a place to be together; I can´t or maybe I don´t want to.
Sometimes I think that this could be just my lonelyness speaking, not having someone to linger to, someone to build new dreams with, to erase the ones we builded together.
It hurts, it hurts like hell, thinking you don´t care anymore. You just seem to have forgotten what we lived, all the promises, all the love is just gone.
It hurts in every possible way, my pride is crushed becaused I promised myself I would not have any hope in our future, because you broke my heart. It hurts in my chest because I still keep you there. It has destroyed everything I though would lived forever, our friendship.
This must be a sign that this time I have to let you go in every single way out of my life.
I still remain saying I will never forget you but this is my GOODBYE dear friend.
I wish I could say I´m strong enough or proud enough to not let you know how I feel, maybe I just want you to notice that it still hurts.
More than loving you yet, I carish talking to you, hoping for our encounter. I go back to all the things we planned, all the dreams we had and my heart shrinks, my eyes watered.
Maybe I'am being selfish because I know you are already happy without me, maybe just knowing you cared maid me hang on to the hope that love was still there.
As much as I try not to see the pictures, read your letter and go back to that trip, to my memories, to my constant dream of finding a place to be together; I can´t or maybe I don´t want to.
Sometimes I think that this could be just my lonelyness speaking, not having someone to linger to, someone to build new dreams with, to erase the ones we builded together.
It hurts, it hurts like hell, thinking you don´t care anymore. You just seem to have forgotten what we lived, all the promises, all the love is just gone.
It hurts in every possible way, my pride is crushed becaused I promised myself I would not have any hope in our future, because you broke my heart. It hurts in my chest because I still keep you there. It has destroyed everything I though would lived forever, our friendship.
This must be a sign that this time I have to let you go in every single way out of my life.
I still remain saying I will never forget you but this is my GOODBYE dear friend.
0 comentarios:
Publicar un comentario